bel =)

Campmaniac!

2009-12-27T00:10:00.000-08:00

It was camp after camp for me.. and i was kinda tired.
so many activities going on.
that's why my blog's kinda dead for a period. heehee.
Anyways this holiday, i made lotsa friends!!

LTC ~ Lupin! Camp 7lbs ~ Mountain Dew!

LTC wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, all thanks to such wonderful grp members (:

thank God i had a great group! =D

love them to bits..

& i totally enjoyed myself in both camps! being both a member and a leader..

i know, i'd just have to trust in the Lord and He'll make my paths right :D

Now, it's time for me to study.. haha.

but looks like i've more outings to go too and i've really got to plan my time wisely :D

a few more pages of Physics and Econs and i can start studying for block test.

Woots! i know i'm kinda like laid back though :p

& i'm thinking...

2009-11-25T06:17:00.000-08:00

School camps are sooo like vacuum cleaners.

LOL!

Only some would understand the above statement.

Oh wells.

Dear Lord,

Please make this school camp an exception.

Really.

I wanna have fun and not get freaked out.

Ty Lord, in Jesus' Name i pray. Amen =D

High elements and stuff, here i come!!

are you still in my head?

WOOTSS!

2009-11-23T06:07:00.000-08:00

though it's short, i'm happy :D

Superposition.Current of electricity.
Differentiation.Macclaurin theory.
Trade.

hehhhh overload overload!!

hmm i should train myself to be more optimistic =D
LTC maybe won't be that bad after all.
think optimistic!
my Lord will protect me from harm!
if i have Him in me, who else & what else should i fear! :D
yay.

the cca leaders meeting tmr will be a breeze (see! i'm being optimistic. okay and a little schiz. lols talking to myself) and then i'm gonna learn hoedown throwdown dance in sch! hahaha.
hope i can learn fast and dance well! =DD

Overwhelming

2009-11-18T08:13:00.000-08:00

Preparation for Camps
(especially LTC, Lord i'm scared. I pray that it'll not be another SC camp otherwise i really can't take it anymore.)
why can't school camps be fun for once? and not stressful.. just like church camps..
well, i just don't get it.
Planning for CCA eventS
(Can you guys please cooperate with me? Please.. Trying being in my shoes for once and i hope you guys will understand where i'm coming from. i'd really appreciate it if you all take the initiative and cooperate with me. i'm really stressed out.)
though i know none of you will be reading this.
but i just need to let it out, bite my lips and persevere.
School Projects
(i thank God for my grp.)
Tutorials
Academics (J2 Block Test: teachers are placing so much emphasis on it saying that we'll have to U-turn if we don't score well and it's like the 2nd week after sch reopens. URGH!)
.
.
.
.the
.list
.is
.never-
.ending
.
.
.
so many things to deal with in this short period of time..
but i've to be strong.
Lord please help me.. I can do it! YES!

Watch out!!

2009-11-17T05:55:00.000-08:00

A tsunami of tutorials and projects are coming your way!

(haha..)

No break. No rest. At. All.

just like a never-ending highway..
&i'm tired :(
Lord, please give me strength..

just so you know, smoking is not what a true friend will ask you to do..

so what

2009-11-08T09:18:00.000-08:00

&i wish there is a canopy, protecting just you and me..

There's a difference between letting go and pretending you've forgotten.

Thinking of you makes me sad.. (just like today)
Yea. don't u know that we care for you?
That we're always here for you no matter what, as long as you care to open up to us.
Why?
Why is it that you've to choose this road?
I just don't understand.
&i pray that you'll come..
idk.
If i ever made a mistake, its not that I love you, but it’s thinking that someday you’ll love me too.

what an awakening

2009-11-06T05:51:00.000-08:00

Came across this in some blog, ENJOY! :D

"Every girl has that one boy, that they’ll never get over.

That one guy who makes you laugh all the time.

The one who gives you butterflies just when someone mentions his name.

That one who remembers all the stupid things you say

and reminds you about it months from now.

The one who has his name written all over your heart.

The one whom you compare to everyone.

The one you never get sick of talking or hearing about.

The one you cry over and over about.

The one everyone thinks you can do better than.

The one you ask why her and not me.

The one when you first saw him you knew you loved him.

The one that in some way ends up not being yours."
LOLL..

how true..

2009-11-02T01:19:00.000-08:00

BYE BYE CHEENAAAA =))))

;Being lonely isn't the worst feeling in the world.
It's being forgotten by someone you can never forget.

because I know I’ll move on.

OP ALL THE WAY!!

2009-10-25T08:45:00.000-07:00

spongebobbb mohawk!

but we were bored u see.. lols!
Who knows? Maybe one day we’ll be perfect for each other
JY 0929! we can do it!

YM has been really fun ever since the lessons changed to suit the youth's lifestyle :)
Today it was about facebooking, blogging etc.
I really agree with what has been taught today.
Our blogs and what-nots can encourage others or put others down.
why not encourage instead?
Life is short, enjoy it!
Don't worry & be happy! =DD
"It gets hard to trust anyone when everyone you ever opened your heart to has let you down."

to an audience of one...

2009-10-15T22:32:00.000-07:00

Lord please let there be a miracle.
I know i can trust in You & i will keep the faith..
don't let them lose hope..

"Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy."

-Thich Nhat Hanh-

colour images amidst a wash of sepia collections..

2009-10-15T08:34:00.000-07:00

have i mentioned how much i love you two? =)

i think i grew fatter :o
i'm really confused.. what shld i do with you?

tired but with a smile on my face =)

2009-10-14T07:10:00.001-07:00

Thanks Pammy! for such great fun today!
haha.
let's do what we did again the next time we meet k! haha.
*SMILES*

On a random note, i've been spending late nights in school studying for promotional exams..
& one day, i was so bored that i decided to take this picture to post after my exams.
hahaha!
because i couldn't take it anymore..

Tada! Vandalisms in chinese.. Cool eh? lols!

it used to tear me up inside to see you..

this is it.

2009-10-13T08:12:00.000-07:00

haha did this during the motivational workshop last yr :)

PROMOS ARE OVER! (TY LORD!)

hmm results will be out next week i suppose..

So, the pressure's not totally 'squeezed' out yet.
Physics and Economics were really tough..
but oh wells,
i'll place my papers in the Lord and i trust that the Lord will bless me in His own time =)
being hurt time again.. sometimes i just can't take it.
i can't wait to see you tmr pammy! =D

shld i or shld i not?

2more weeks

2009-09-18T07:54:00.001-07:00

shining for you...

*shrieks*

2weeks=14days=336hours=20160mins=1209600secs.

haha! and i shldn't be counting how much time i've left with before promos start right?

i shld be studying! haha

soooo off i go!!

tata =D

sianz... you flirt!

28 more days...

2009-09-04T19:51:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes love comes around

And it knocks you down

Just get back up

When it knocks you down"

2009-09-01T06:22:00.000-07:00

~NYJC N.S.

EXPECTATIONS.
it's such a big word
silent, yet deadly
& i'm starting to feel the pressure..

Happy Birthday Singapore =D

2009-08-09T09:08:00.000-07:00

sometimes, things are just inexplainable

& we've got to accept it...

is there a fine line between lovers and friends?

1st August activities

2009-08-06T09:43:00.000-07:00

PL Thanksgiving service =)

PL's very own auditorium =)

long time no see!! <33

LOVESSSS! (As usual, a toilet pic)

4A2 pigeon hole! =DD haha

YAY Gold for Harp.. i'm so proud of my juniors man. =)

Churchhh =)

Then, proceeded to Church after tuition for movie time..
basically about having faith in the Lord.
Yep, that movie really spoke to me.. and made me ponder, have i been trusting and placing all my burdens and worries unto Him? If not, why not?
and i realised that i've really been worrying a lot.. in fact, too much for my own good.
about approaching Promotional exams, if i'm handling my CCA well etc.
why?
Even the birds are looked after by the Lord, what more us His children?

bye... just being an EC will do

2009-07-26T08:51:00.000-07:00

Lols!
Is it only my account or is blogger preventing us from posting pics?
Anyway... the weekends are over again.. like urgh! so fast!
Nvm, let's face reality. Let's face school life, JC life.
JY!
Yay!
Just be thankful that i can see the sun every morning when i wake up for school =)

2009-07-24T20:20:00.000-07:00

Parent-teacher meeting yesterday.
sucks.
stared at my result slip and my heart just sank deep deep down..
i know i must have been slacking.
but how do i start my engine again?
can someone motivate me?!
everything's spinning around at such a fast pace..
everything has a deadline.
seriously DEADline.
being forced to never stop, never ever..
i'm tired

on a lighter note,
@Geog lecture..
C: "hey, we've been staring at rocks the whole lecture man.."
G: "lols! that's why we've been stoning the whole hour!"
C&G: "HAHA"
G:"oh nooo i'm getting the xy disease!!" haha
that, is seriously the most hilarious lame joke i've ever heard yesterday.

but
why
must
you
do
this

why.. i just don't understand..
i will, let. go.

if only...

2009-07-06T06:30:00.000-07:00

MID YRS ARE OVER!!! and tmr i'll be getting back my H2 Math results *shrieks*

Youth Sunday was great!
Great worship and skit!! =)

and i've gotten ur BM..what's that supposed to mean

Anyway, Sakura-ed with my mum today.
and I had my very first Oyster!!! haha!
i even took a pic of it before gulping it =DD

"Revenge is never-ending". So why bother?

2009-06-23T10:32:00.000-07:00

caught 'Transformers' at Bugis today =)
didn't know robotic shows would have touching parts as well..
It's a great movie.
seeing both the male and robotic lead going all out to help one another.
with the bad transformer repenting and then helping the good guys by sacrificing himself(itself haha.)
ahhhh..
as u can see, I NEED HELP WITH ECONS!!!

ahhhhh!

and actually, PHYSICS AS WELL!!! and CHINESE TOO!!! anyone wanna be my tutor? =D

haha

i know i can't make you love me..

okay i'm bored.. haha

2009-06-21T10:56:00.000-07:00

Moi birthday!

(thanks ah. trick me you tricksters! haha)

HAAHA EMILY!!

Blossy's bday at hard rock cafe =D

Tony/Blossy/Nat's bbq party!

encounter '09! <3

2009-06-15T06:17:00.000-07:00

DAY1=)

after icebreakersss.. (hope everyone had fun!!=D)

Encouragement board! thanks to blos and em!!=D

haha. (can u spot my name? =p)

Before Moo-to-the-V! just chilling out in the upper room=)

During the movieee "Just follow Law"

Had a short nap then. haha!

Day2=)

ECP; where we encountered God's presence, and admired his works..

Moi and emily's game station=)

thinkthinkthink! buildbuildbuild! drawdrawdraw!

Didn't take any pics for Day 3..

it was the shortest but MOST touching day of all.

hmmm..

Anyway,

with only less than 5hours of sleep for the whole three nights altogether, i was seriously zonked out. i'm sure all the leaders were too.. (Thank you so much! without you guys & God, this camp wouldn't be what it was=D)
went home and slept all the way through dinner till 8plus am the next morning! :p
Up till now, i still couldn't believe that.
haha!
to think that my mother actually woke me up at arnd 9pm.
and according to her, i even answered that i didn't want dinner.
BUT the next morning, I DIDN'T KNOW i answered?!?! haha.

Encounter '09 was a success! YAY! =D

and i know that all the youths encountered God one way or another.

i pray that YM will continue to grow with this passion for God flaming wildly in us =D

Thank you Lord

Tonight, was exhilirating..

2009-06-09T10:46:00.000-07:00

Studied with Geraldine & Zhi Yi at Delifrance =D

see how hardworking we were? =D (haha. kidding)

but we started to feel bored and thus, PICTURES! lols!

Negativeee!

Already feeling stressed for Mid-yrs but still playing stress?! goshh.. haha!

this drink. is a no-no.

and i'm serious. trust us! haha!

Encounter retreat discussion at Macs

was seriously some abs-training course or sth.

At least for me.. haha! I laughed like madness!

& it really helps to destress =D

Laughter is the best medicine. haha!

took some vids but i'm not sure if it'd work on Facebook.

i'll try these few days.. =p

but it was a gathering i'd never forget.. (hopefully?)

You belong with me...Taylor Swift

Randommmm

2009-06-04T11:05:00.000-07:00

[volleyball day!]

okay.. i'm bored

[PL Guitar concert-Tehillim]

and i'm tired.. [3/4A2!]
but i don't feel sleepy..

lols! ok i think i should sleep now..

When Nonya becomes Narnia, you know you've had enough.

2009-06-01T06:39:00.000-07:00

0929 bbq-ing at ECP on May 31st!
reached Serangoon MRT like half-an-hour earlier than meeting time :p
and slowly one by one, JunFeng, Timothy, Teck Kiang, Chun Kit, Xin Yi and Wei Jie arrived.
43-ed to Parkway and thanks to Timothy, we walked the long way to ECP.
lols! jk.
0929 has lotsa jokers.. haha!
and i thank God for them! There'll always be someone to cheer me up with their actions :)
haha. unknowingly..

A few pics taken at ECP :)

eww.. Clarence! haha. but thanks to him we get to eat yummy chicken wings!

bbq-ing in the darkness.. haha =)
we're all in this tgt.. =D

Drum-ed and PW-ed today!

Xin Yi & i concluded today that Teck Kiang is very soon gonna be like Timothy.

He led us to the circle line via the LONG WAY.. omg.

it was really one BIG ROUND. madness.

and we were already tired enough from all the PW-ing at Macs.

PW really drains my brain juice man.

Bon Voyage Xin Yi! Enjoy your trip to Perth!! =)

Is life all about racing time?

I feel so tired of facing the world sometimes.

Meeting requirements, deadlines, expectations etc.

what's this?!

a shoulder to lean on..

It's the June hols!! (like finally..) but it doesn't feel like one though.

2009-05-29T06:40:00.000-07:00

why?

okay, so GP was a total disaster..

but still, thank God for giving me points to crap during Paper1. lols!

& i picked qns 4 after much hesitation.

"The Earth is doomed. Man is not able to do anything about it. Comment."

Lazy to check my qns paper but the question's something like that. yep!

Anyone wanna have a go at that and tell me your points for the argumentative essay?

Anyway, we had this PL power prayer before the exam and it cooled down my nerves a little.

and we had a little PL talk. lols!

i miss PL..

i can't slp cos my pillow is wet. how cool is that!

why on Earth am i feeling this way?

2009-05-22T10:20:00.000-07:00

i miss u guysss...

Forget yesterday;

we'll make the great escape..

2009-05-18T06:17:00.000-07:00

Yay! i've a silver for NAPFA!
Thank God! =)
and that means..
NO PT for the rest of the year! how great is that?!
JY 0929! we'll work hard tgt this thur and everyone will get a silver yea!
PT sucks, according to Jyrms but i think so too. haha
just thinking of all those exercises gives me the shiver.
Cheer up Jyrms! =D
All will be better.

Soon after, PHYSICS LECTURE TEST..
ohmannn
It's madness. Crazy. Hair-pulling. Difficult-to-the-max.
what's with the tutors?!
or is it just me.. not studying hard enough?
BLEAH!
i'll leave it all to God =)

Then, the whole of NYJC proceeded to a sports complex in YCK to support the vballers!
Great job NY girls!
&just a little note to 0929's volleyballers =):
You've all done your best and that's what counts!
CHHEEER UPPP!!
Being winners isn't everything.
As it is, you guys are already winners in all of 0929's hearts!
JYJY!
and train hard for the next competition!
Get that trophy man! haha.

2009-04-18T06:48:00.000-07:00

Check Yes Juliet has been in my head since yesterday..

Thank you everyone for making me feel so loved on my birthday! =D
in random order,

Thank you Daddy & Mummy for everything and that sumptous meal at Sizzler we just had, 'Gor Teoh' and 'korkor' for the handmade birthday cake, 'ama' & 'gonggong', 0929 for that early bday celebration, bryna, hernshung, tiffany, jill, terri, valerie, grace, blossom & emily & isobel & shuwen & wan lin, gladys & zhiyi & xin yi & jia hui & jyrminn for the treat in Fish &Co., wei jie & jun feng & timothy & chun kit & teck kiang for seeing me being embarrassed in front of the whole amk hub (haha! jk luh.), and many more!
Last but not least, GOD! for bringing me into this Earth and giving me such a great family and friends =)

2009-04-13T06:31:00.000-07:00

Mirror in action! haha

@Ikea =D

love u cuzzies!

life is just so puzzling sometimes..
i just don't get it.

cos i don't know how the feeling start

it's so hard to be arnd you..
i don't know how to make the feeling stop!

2009-04-10T05:14:00.000-07:00

Membership Reception =D (March..)

Telefiesta! =)

pst, can u spot me in the pics below? haha!

Breakfast with blossy and pammy =D

Service today was great

Jesus died on the cross for our sins..
His love is just indescribable!
Thank you Lord!!

And it hurts so much all of a sudden...

2009-04-09T07:56:00.000-07:00

{edited}

THANK YOU 0929!! xD
haha! :p
love u loads!! JY everyone! let's study hard tgt yea! :D

2009-04-07T04:03:00.000-07:00

It's when the going gets tough..

@LT4

Guitar performance:D

will you fully appreciate..

~chinese lessons are sleeping pills man. :p

it's all or nothing

2009-04-04T04:09:00.000-07:00

It's Saturday and tomorrow's Sunday. YAY!
but the following day is Monday..
Monday=School, Tutorials, Projects, Deadlines.. bleahh

met up with blossy and pammy today for breakfast:)
pics will be uploaded once i've gotten them from bloss..
LOVE u guyss!!

this is one of the videos on Yeqi's guitar performance :D
will upload the other 2 videos taken some other time k!

2009-03-29T06:36:00.000-07:00

& i thank God for u guys.. :)

Life's one tough road!

& sometimes, changes aren't beneficial at all..

Dear Lord, please help me to discern right from wrong.
true from false.
Is it because i'm relying on my own strength and not yours?
Is that why i'm feeling so tired?
i'm supposed to be enjoying myself but why don't i feel like it.
i just want to throw my busy life out of the window and sing praises to your Name Lord.
heart-wrenching. headache. worries. frustrations.

gosh.. i just want a simple life;
living in your sanctuary..

The only place where i'll feel peaceful, comfortable and at ease is in your presence Lord..
Can everyday be Sundayssss?

i tell myself not to be despaired as You are watching over me.
&i tell myself to lean not on my own strength but Yours.
cos You are my shelter, my shield, my refuge and my help in times of trouble.

"only when one becomes a child, will one truly experience and understand kingdom greatness."

to know and follow hard after you..
i'm feeling tired of doing things i don't like..

i'm breaking down..
& i feel so vulnerable right now..
i tell myself not to think of you but is it really working?

2009-03-20T05:44:00.000-07:00

it was just the beginning and now it has ended.. such irony.

13th March '09

@NYJC

Econs tutorial oops! Mr Nathan!! haha

Back @ PL for harppp =)

24th March '09

Back @ PL again

eQlicVI outing <333

19March '09

Project Management workshop =D

Camwhore madness with half of 0929. lols

have u ever thought of me before?

2009-03-16T09:44:00.000-07:00

A tiring but meaningful weekend spent at TMC...

Youth Retreat (14March'09)

(love the sanctuary night part, really makes me think and listen to God.
Experiencing the quietness and the calmness in the dark sanctuary with other youths, away from my busy and never-ending-responsibilites life.
This retreat really came at the right time for me, and i'm so glad i attended it.)

TOY CLUB =p

(a bunch of the older youths, trying to act young.. hmmm, actually we're all young except for 2 of them who are young at heart. hahaha ;p)

hahaha! blossy put the obscene one, i'm more innocent =D

thus, the less obscene one. HAHA!

Anyway, i had fun with you guys! leading worship for CM was great!

i really enjoy the time spent with you guys..

and i feel so relaxed in God's presence :D

i SOOO thank God for you churchiessss.. :)

and Grace, HAIYO!! you too attention seeking already, that's why luh. lols!

pst. next time don't spit out your drink k! haha (what drink were u drinking on the way to church ah? i forgot.. lols!)

2009-03-08T07:02:00.000-07:00

Life's tough, but everything will be made easy with God's help =D

its enough to wake a whole block of flats by just allowing two teenage girls, who have gone to different schools, to meet up coincidentally along the road.

haha.

Cam-whoring after the cancelled NY sports carnival =)

must

it really
end this way..?
i know i said sth really wrong today. gosh. and i didn't mean it :(

i wish i could turn back time..

2009-02-13T06:13:00.000-08:00

A new beginning with 0929? x)

0929@Sentosa:

1 of the games was to take 3 pics

with foreigners & this is one of them =)

Grandstand/Field..
~Galz powerrrr~
DISCO NIGHT!!

After Disco night. haha

2009-02-07T08:23:00.000-08:00

Taking a walk down memory lane..

We were once 'angels' according to Ms Doreen.. :D

all the childish things we do.. haha!

sighhh

& this! is scary. HAHA!

i remember the waiters staring at us with this shocked expression..

=D this picture really warms my heart.
i don't know why..

&i wish we'd somehow stay this close, forever..

2009-01-30T20:21:00.000-08:00

At my maternals'

Steamboat =)

Brian :)

At my paternals'

Yu sheng =)

Isabella :)

Wootss!

=D

Family shot!

2009-01-23T23:55:00.000-08:00

From now on, it'll be just pics =D

oh man. what's wrong with me.

msn got prob is it? popped for like 4 times alr.

2009-01-15T08:51:00.000-08:00

Some people say pictures speak a thousand words...
oh sure, they do.

is it really over? is it that easy? i'm wondering..

2009-01-09T22:05:00.000-08:00

CCA FAIR x) ~10jan09~

Lotsa seniors came back & just as i entered PL's gates it was like home sweet home?
back to where i felt familiar once again.. (compared to nyjc.. haha! like the?!)
that same old noisy PL. haha!
& not long, i'll be back again.
but the atmosphere would definitely be way different!
ahhhhhh!
Lord, please help me!!!!

i was super bored in the canteen.. took some photos!
Can u see 4A2's work??!! xD its that bright orange fiery one in the middle! xD

The canteen's super empty because it's out of bounds?? haha!

according to one of the lady whom i don't recognise..

PL has changed lotsa teachers.. :(

& i can't believe Ms Ferng left PL without even saying gdbye to 4A2 on results day..

PL Cherubs (Sec4 & Sec3) in the AVA =D

thanks blossy for the cookie! haha!

You've become a baker during the hols?

okay.. this is like the only photo i have of Melman 2 :D

Melman 2 was our grp name during the NYJC immersion programme & it was great!

i'm like the only PL girl in my grp & tribe. best! -.-

but, we bonded & made new friends etc.

It allowed me to experience how 'boring' lectures can get.. haha but not too bad luh.

& yea feel the stress.. almost everyone there has white hairs?! haha

i guess the J2 students are too stressed up until they all go crazy..

or maybe just trying to make us laugh & feel welcomed? lol

ask wan lin, she'll agree man.haha!

emily! get well soon!! :(

all i ask..

2009-01-06T02:23:00.000-08:00

Have you ever wondered what's the colour of a chameleon before it changes its colour to suit its surroundings?

Hmm, let me recall what happened on saturday..

Lunch-ed at Swensens with the Salty Club
& then proceeded to celebrate little Brian's birthday at my grandma's hse! :)
Recently he's been fond of spoons & straws.. haha! weird eh?

The next day, Emily left cruising the seas.. *sobsob*
but fret not! cause she'll be back tomorrow! yay! haha!
Anyway, the last bit of YM was hilarious!
A few groups played games & they had to do forfeit: proposing to Christabel David
After like around 4 proposals, she decided to marry a girl -.-
& even admits that she's lesbian! hahaha okay..
Sermon was about the word becoming flesh among us & the incarnation of Christ.
Jesus dying on the cross for us is an expression of God's love for us.
& that is a GREAT NEWS!

Woke up early yesterday because of piano lesson..
Its been ages since i had my last lesson before the Olvls!
& my piano teacher had sort of like a good & bad news for me.
But, i still want to think of it as good news!
Because.. i don't need to practice SCALES anymore!! WOOTS!
& in the next examination that i'll be taking,
there's no oral, no scales, no sight-reading. Just pieces!
Thanks to the new syllabus! HAHA! =D
Lunch-ed @ hlm with mummy then headed home to slackkk ;)

As for today, i'm home all the way man.
Did some cleaning here & there, read storybooks & voila! its night time alr!
Wan lin & i have signed up for this immersion programme in NYJC from 7-9jan..
8am-5pm for 3 days, we'll be 'living' in NY.
& because of this thingy, i can't go for a lot of open houses :(
Well well..
We'll see how it goes yea!
We're just hoping that they won't split the PL girls into different grps.

btw Emily's coming back home tomorrow! =D
Don't worry, you didn't miss out on a lot.
You'll never let me go, through it all..

2009-01-01T17:59:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! XD

2008-12-29T06:49:00.000-08:00

SUNDAY
Went for Chinese Ministry after YM.
Reading the bible in chinese is like EXCLAMATION MARK!!!!!
They have like idioms and all.. & i'm totally stunned that i just kept my mouth shut the whole time.
Seriously, everything's in chinese. like DUH.. it's CM!
but but but...
hahaha anyway, listened to my grandma's testimony & gosh i felt tears welling up in my eyes.
The heart is kinda related to the tears. that explains..

MONDAY
Went out with Isobel & Blossy to AMK hub :D
Caught YESMAN.
It's a crazily hilarious show!
Jim Carrey really is a comedian! haha!
The last part of the movie is like what the...
i know this is the time where The End starts

2008-12-26T07:13:00.000-08:00

Played badminton with bums today.

thanks bums! for the head-shaking panda! hahaha xD

GOH Christmas party yesterday! haha xD

Thank you all for the lovely pressies!! xD

LOVE YOU!!

can't you just update your blog :(

2008-12-24T08:54:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! xD

2008-12-24T00:49:00.000-08:00

JB-ed & shopped at Tesco yesterday :)

MOI Breakfast! xD

Tesco (: changed a lot, it bought over Macro (i think) lols!

Made christmas cards for family today.
See my signature christmas tree? haha!

& the Disney puzzle is finally done!
Thanks to daddy!

Can you please stop it!
whatever you're doing.
It's hurting her & i don't want her to be sad..

2008-12-21T23:33:00.000-08:00

haha i remember watching this video on mtv back in Orlando's resort.

Light On - David Cook

Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

it's all in the mind, ain't it?

2008-12-20T01:29:00.000-08:00

Back from US & Malacca!!
US was all walkwalkwalk, like some dieting process going on for the 3 of us.
In Orlando, we went to all 5 theme parks, took the rides, shows & all.
San Francisco? hmmm, more of shopping all the way!! haha
Malacca was eateateat! & sleepsleepsleep! HAHA!!
Because we had jet lag.
Sleepy mornings, noons & ALIVE in the night! yep, that's who we were for the past few days :D
All the same, it was a great bonding time for the whole family.
i'll upload the hol pics another day yea =D

Baked cookies at Blossy's for the x'mas party!!

The plate above are for the YMMs!

It's super difficult to squeeze out the greenish icing. Handachessss!

Anw, hope you all liked the cookies!

Cybil&Tiffany! Overall hosts for the games that night!

Shermaine clicked the entire night (photo too dark too)

Emily&Blossy hosted "Who wants to be a millionare"

but the pics are like super dark, can't really see anything. :(

Bryan hosting "Deal or no deal" with Joshua as the banker.

They're hilarious!

IDENTITY! this game's fun! haha!

Grace hosted it and she hollered into the mike "IS THAT... YOUR IDENTITY?!" for like every 5 mins or so. hahaha!

Joshua hosting 'Don't forget the lyrics'

tgt with Olivia & Jill (in the so-called backstage with no curtains. haha)

Thanks YM for bringing laughter into my life =D

I had a great time yesterday night in the upper room!

Especially during Identity! hahahas xD

Well Done party-committee!! (whatever you call them)

This time, I've escaped from the many responsibilities ;p

& Emily's scaring me that i'll get them next year. haha!

2008-11-24T19:33:00.000-08:00

Eversince Prelims started & i controlled myself from touching the keyboard, this
I DON'T FEEL LIKE BLOGGING ANYMORE. is
ahhhh!! stupid.
correction. i don't know WHAT to blog anymore. but
lols! i
Serious. miss
For another two weeks, this blog will be dead again. you
HEH :D badly

Prom was great! Everyone was glam and all :D
The night of nights!

eQlicVI

Sec1-3 pard

Harpists :D

Whilst waiting for emily..

tada!

Anyway, made 40curry puffs (nonya-style) with my dearest ama yesterday!! :D

It was a great experience! but now, my hands are aching badly from all the rolling i did.
I wanna learn more more more!!
It has been a long time i baked pastries with my ama because of studies.
but, Olvls are over
(don't know why i still feel as if i need to study whenever i'm enjoying myself.weird eh? hahaha)
and YAY! baking time again!
and it was awesome yesterday!
like, 3 generations in that same old kitchen.
it just felt so warm and comforting :)

Next pastry: some meat steam cake thingy (according to my aunty, its DELISH!),
pineapple tarts! woots! that's like a tradition or sth, every cny sure bake one.
&the whole family would come to help in one way or other.
For the past 3years or sth, i remember bringing books to study during the cny period.
It's so saddening. bleah.
but this coming year, i can finally enjoy my cny, talking, playing & eating. HAHA!
and i can finally play a part in the pineapple tart factory! hahaha!
all the kids would be helping to 'paint' egg yolk on the tarts etc.
i guess i should be promoted from egg painting alr.. hahaha
i can't wait! xD

need to pack my luggage alr!!
ciaos!
i love you, eQlicVI!!!
&myheartachessss

2008-11-12T07:11:00.000-08:00

BYE BYE BIG FAT Os
&my precious bookss! haha xD

pst emily, blogged alr k! haha

2008-08-08T05:28:00.000-07:00

1 last post just b4 the prelims start.... (shrieks!)

ESPLANADE-THEATRES BY THE BAY (21July'08)

Xuelin(hiding as usual), me, LKK & Charlene in the holding room

It was marvellous.
A great experience!
It was the pinnacle and
"every musician’s dream is to play at the esplanade one day", Mrs Lum.
And we did it! At age 15 & 16.
We practiced hard and our hard work and effort paid off.
BRILLIANT, JUST BRILLIANT.
No other experience would be able to replace this.
We were so confident on stage.
Almost none of us were feeling nervous.
The feeling was totally wonderful.
At the end of the performance, the audience stood up and clapped.
Woooooahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
3 cheers for PL Cherubs!!!
PL Choir,
Your voices are really sweet and nice!! xD

PL Cherubs Sec4 Farewell (1Aug'08)

Princesses of the day!

Lovely juniors singing "we love you sec4s" in the tune of "deep and wide" xD

3/4A2 <333s!!

class photo; ~1 week b4 prelimsss...

LOVES!!! xD
All the best for Prelims & O's 4A2!
No stress no stress (Although i know it's hard)
but yea, the way i see you ppl study in school during self-revision and NDP! woah..
it really scares me.
Relax a little k?
GOD BLESS! =D
i can't see us in the future and i know i won't be able to live my dream..

2008-04-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

MY LOVES!!! <333

'The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom i take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.'

-Psalms 18:2-

'In your anger do not sin; when you are on your beds, search your hearts and be silent.'

-Psalms 4:4-

'Even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death,

i will fear no evil, for you are with me.'

-Psalms 23:4-

'For the Lord gives wisdom, and from his mouth come knowledge and understanding'

-Proverbs 2:6-

'Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.'

-Proverbs 3:5,6-

'Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart.'

-Psalm 37:4-

'I can do everything through him who gives me strength'

-Philippians 4:13-

LIFE'S FRAGILE; HANDLE WITH PRAYER =)

Goodbye bloggy! see ya after O's! xD

I'll let time&God heal my wounds caused by you

2008-04-17T08:38:00.000-07:00

A big THANK YOU!
in no random order,

Thank you

Daddy, Mummy, Uncles, Aunties, Blossom, Emily, Shuwen, Wan lin, Pamela, Xin Yii, Jill, Xue Lin, Valerie, Gwendolyn, Shermaine, Terri, Robyn, 4A2 mates!! THANK YOU!

Had 2 shocks in a day and according to my friends, i blushed very badly. lols! oh well...

it's embarrassing mahh, cannot blame me xD haha!

in approximately 20minutes, my big day is over.
Guess i'll be strolling with Wan lin for tomorrow's X-country! :p *heehee*
this feeling comes and goes

2008-03-07T18:56:00.000-08:00

Every Little Thing

Everything must change
There’s a mirror showing me the ugly truth
These bones they ache with holy fire
But I’ve got nothing to give, just a life to live
If your world is without colour
I will carry you, if you carry me

Every little thing’s gonna be alright
Every little thing’s gonna be alright [x2]

There’s no-one else to blame
I live my life between the fire and the flame
I’ve built my house where the ocean meets the land
It’s time to live again, pull my dreams out of the sand
Let your world be full of colour
I will carry you, if you carry me
When it’s all falling down on you
You’re crying out but you’re breaking in two
When it’s all crashing down on you
When there’s nothing you can do
There is someone who can carry you
Myhearthasbrokenintopiecesallbecauseofyou

2008-02-05T18:46:00.000-08:00

MAKIN' THE HEADLINES

~the 4A2 spirit lives!~

YAY! celebrated CNY today in school.
and....................... 4A2 won the banner competition!! WOOTS!
Among all the performances, the teachers' skit is the best! cos... Ms Ferng was inside!! xD
she acted as a PL student with black shoes (hahaha) and oh man she's funny!
Had a mini CNY celebration with goodies in class, thanks Ms Ferng!!
and now, im off to start the visitation of my relatives!
byebye

2008-02-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

CRAZY HARPY DAY (:
-to drop to combined science? or not. Irritating Chem SPA-

Joke of the day by BRYNA ;p:

man tou and nian rong pao are couples.
but when nian rong pao broke up with man tou, why didn't man tou feel sad?

Ans: Because, man tou doesn't have any fillings(feelings)! hahahaha!

2008-01-29T08:05:00.001-08:00

"SCHOOL HOLIDAY ON THURSDAY! YAY! XD"

Shu Wen is totally hilarious!
psst shu wen.. OLD FOLKS! heh! x)
today she made me laugh like madness in the toilet when she was 'quarreling' with Zenia.
Both of them were like trying to list out the pros of being very tall(Zenia) and being tall(Shu Wen). haha!
one of Shu wen's points was like,"the taller you are, the easier it would be for you to get strike by thunder." then we're like what?? LIGHTNING lah! wha! super funny man!
okay, maybe it doesn't sound funny here. but if you hear how she says it and the tone of it and all.
it would definitely make you roll on the floor due to laughing fits man! LOL!

Harp practice was totally craziness again! xD
7 of the Sec4s stayed back to discuss abt some harp matters and because our stress-o-meters were like exploding, we decided to play some icebreaker games like 'Nickname Wacko' and 'Do you love your neighbour?' haha!
Look at the different nick we gave each other...
Esther:Crazy
Genesis:Aunty
XueLin:Maria!
Bryna:Liang Teh memoriesofyoucamebacktoliveyetagain
Val:harpy
Gwen:Nun
Me:Piglet :)
WAHAHAHHAHAHAs x)
the once serene and peaceful 3rd storey air-conditioned harp room became some place where 7 girls are like relieving stress playing icebreakers, shouting at the top of their voices.
HAHAHHA!

2008-01-25T05:28:00.000-08:00

Crying with you; you're not alone..

O level results are too good to be true man.
and it's really pressurising my batch. :(

To all HCL friends!
Those with distinctions JIA YOU! you can do it and know that God will always be giving you the wisdom and knowledge that you will need for HCL O's.

And as for the rest, do not fret. For God is also with you.
Cast all your worries and burdens unto Him as He cares for you.
There may be another plan, another future that God has for you all.
a plan that you may not think it's the best now, but it will be in the future as we are all God's children and as a caring and loving father, He would always do the best for us, His precious daughters!
My dearest Qlic VI, add oil!!
Yesterday, i was standing outside the HCL classroom like some ant on the hot plate (chinese saying: re guo de ma yi) you know!! i was super worried for you all and was trying really hard to decipher what results did each one of you had by your facial expressions.
Don't worry kaes?
and please don't make me worry for you all by having hyperventilation! haha!
SMILE! i'll always be there for you all!

'But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness
and all these things will be given to you as well.
Therfore do not worry about tomorrow,
for tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble of its own.'

-Matthew 6:33-34-

Habits are hard to rid...

2008-01-19T23:20:00.000-08:00

Today's YM was totally shocking/embarrassed! (don't know how to describe!)
hmm.. learnt many things today. whymusteverythinghappyalwayscometoanend?
Kelvin talked about discipleship and Abner went further to explain the different levels, what characteristic does a disciple have and what are the resources God gave us. :)
and THEN at the end of the sharing time, he asked us to talk to an old person in the church whom you've never talked to before.
we were like 'WHAT?!' and he's like 'you can't escape one,my small grp also kena.' -.-
we kept disputing and finally he allowed us to find someone who is of the same age group instead. although, it doesn't really help much. LOL!
So, we gathered our courage and stepped forward in getting to know people from YM whom we've never ever talked to before. yep.

We love our group, right Tiff? haha!
awww.. emily, don't be jealous. your group's fun too! lol!
livingafoolishlife,waiting..

2008-01-16T04:49:00.001-08:00

Are we spending too much time on academics
and neglecting friendship ties?

i don't want it to be this way! :'( ihatetoseeyouinthisstate.
Everyone looks so solemn and exhausted nowadays, is Sec 4 life really suppose to be like that?

umakemecrywhenu'refeelingdown;justlikenow.

2008-01-14T05:59:00.000-08:00

WOW! i haven't been blogging for 10days!
yep. and my fingertips are like filled with ugly blood blisters :(

"Out of clutter, find Simplicity.
From discord, find Harmony.
In the middle of difficulty lies Opportunity."

Jesus looked at them and said, "With man this is impossible, but not with God; all things are possible with God."

-Mark 10:27-

Truly! all things are possible with God and God alone.
and He would be able to bring me through all difficulties.
YAY!

Sec 1 Harp Audition today.
and guess what? their standard is like super duper low.
i was in the 'theory' room and the average score was like 5/20??
HAIZ. only 5 out of 25 have music background but we still have to choose 10 of them.
so the Sec 4s would have to put in extra work to train them to be musically inclined.
Why?? plus it's our big year this year! really hope that the Sec 2s and 3s would be able to help.

2008-01-04T06:26:00.000-08:00

LET GO!
Managed to relieve my stress a little during harp practice today. =D
The Sec 4s were all totally bonkers in the harp room until our juniors were 'afraid' of us, thinking we've really gone crazy.

After everyone left at 6plus, a few of the Sec 4s stayed back to play all and i mean ALL the past harp pieces we've played, found in the 70pages book. We played till our blisters hurt but we were just sitting there in the air-con room enjoying the music we're playing on the harp, chit-chatting, letting off steam, letting go of every worry we had, just being ourself and going crazy all at the same time, which was really fun.

It was really great and it seriously allows us to relieve all our pressures that we had from the teachers (TRY IT!) so we decided to do this often since Secondary 4 life is so stressful, and more stress still on the way. But believe it or not, today's only the third day of school and everyone of us are going bonkers. Really.

Btw, my new blog song is one of the harp pieces we played today! 'Sundial Dreams'!
Lovely, isn't it? :)

Oh well, gtg back to my stressful life and finish my HW. Hahas. =)
see ya'll soon!
Byes!

2008-01-02T00:03:00.001-08:00

One Heart, One Voice. A New Year, a New Beginning comes with New Responsibilities.
2nd January, the first day of school and the teachers are already stressing us about the Big FAT O's.
O levels have been mentioned to us like umpteen times and im really getting tired of it. Sigh.
Not yet started studying and revising.
Let's not talk about O's anymore...

Blossy, Emily and Tiffany really gave me a shock on the 31st December in TMC.
They were like 'Attack' and all three of them encircled me, called my name and hugged me.
My gosh. i was so embarrassed can, but yea i was touched by it cos they say they missed me! YAY! x)
Covenant service was fine.
Didn't have any countdown as i thought they would though.

Malacca!!
The food there is GREAT just if you don't see how it's being prepared.
LOL! and i think i gained lots and lots of calories. AR! time to exercise!!
Visited my grandfather's family and also did shopping and sight-seeing!
The pic below is my relatives' stall by the roadside.

Went to this really antique shop in 'Junker Street'.

This is how the old stalls look like in Malacca. totally ancient.

I even found a taxi which is used in the olden days.

There's not even one dustbin to be found and the locals just throw all their rubbish into the open drain.
And it stinks badly!!

HB!

2007-12-26T21:56:00.000-08:00

BLISTERS BLISTERS on the 3rd day of X'mas!!
Okay, finally there's harp practice and guess what i've gained from it today.
Blisters :( which looks just like a small cute bubble growing on the tip of my finger!HAHA

Anyway, i'm gonna say byebye to this blog and everyone for these 5 days.
Enjoy the last few days of your hols while you still can everyone!
And a Blessed New Year ahead! :D

"Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always. Remember the wonders he has done, his miracles, and the judgments he pronounced."

1 Chronicles 16:11-12
i'llbehoping,butnotforever

2007-12-23T01:16:00.001-08:00

Jesus said: 'i love you and you are mine.' :D

CHRISTMAS PARTY was fun! a pity Isobel cannot make it.
and the skit for Pastor Lai is super funny, especially Olivia's part.
sad that he's leaving TMC soon. :'(
Played wheel of fortune and Bal-lard, my group, won for the first 5 rounds! wahaha xD

took some pics while waiting...

WHEN YOU'RE GONE..

2007-12-21T20:18:00.001-08:00

BABY ISABELLA! <3333
she's super heavy can?! two times my weight when i was just a baby! HAHA!
and i realised that my cousins and i all have the same trademark/features. :D

CHRISTMAS DECO AND LIGHTS AT ORCHARD!

MOI HARP! xD

'CLIQUE' OUTING YEST.
watched 'Alvin and the chipmunks'!
we were being served popcorns right to our seats lah!! xD

'tribal band' playing on the streets of Orchard
nice music!

ELMO! hahaxD

our dream car... LOL!

2007-12-18T21:08:00.000-08:00

YAY! Baby cousin Isabella was born this morning!

Gonna visit them later!

HAHA! too bad emily, im going to Mount Elizabeth, not Changi Hospital! HAHA :D

2007-12-16T06:43:00.000-08:00

Losing.. as each day passes.
Christianity is not hereditary! We need to experience God's love ourselves!!

Went for a shopping spree with my mother today after church at various shopping malls.
Woah! leg super tired~.~

Commonwealth essay's killin me!!!!
stopstopstop will you?makingmelosehopeinyoueachday.

2007-12-15T04:27:00.000-08:00

On the way in the MRT, Emily and i like saw this really cool motion pic!
the pictures are actually drawn on the tunnel itself and when the train zooms by, it looks just like a movie!! xD so cool!!
Had a Really Great Time at MindCafe with my small groupies today!!
Ordered mango float. YUM!
Emily was well enough to tag along! YAY! Thank God!
Shermaine and Ann couldn't join though :(
I'm totally suay when playing the games can??!!
Phobia of playing Truth and Dare already lah! HAHAs!
The question is totally horrendous can?? how old am i only lah? LOL! 15!!!
Ohoh! Emily broke the record for one of the games cos she had the most number of votes for one of the category! HAHA! and that is not a good thing btw. JK lah emily. HAHA

OHOH! and there'll be a Christmas Party cum post camp activity on the 22nd of Dec! xD

2007-12-14T07:23:00.000-08:00

i think i should spend lesser time on my blog.
better buck up for next year! JIA YOU everyone!!

BLOSSY AND EMILY!! TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES YEA?
Lord, i would just like to pray for Emily and Blossom.
that you would lay your healing hands upon them such that they would recover faster
to continue with their day's activities and all.
Lord i just pray that you will give them the strength when they are feeling weak and that they would be able to regain back their energy.
Thank you Lord, in Jesus name i pray, Amen! :D

Had a late night retreat cum debrief for the W.A.Y. Camp in church today.
Reflected and Thanked God for all the things that He has done for us.
It's all because of his unending love and care for us that we were able to carry out the Camp successfully! Yay!
And also, all our hard work and planning for the camp months before did not go down the drain. Really thank God for the strength that He provided the camp comm with, i still remember all the late night meetings we had in the dark Plaza. Lol!
Yep. Today's meeting was a really good one.
Broke into smaller groups and listed down and shared all the things that each comm had to be thankful for and also advices for the next batch of camp comm.
We off-tracked a little as usual. LOL! and talked about the Persecution Camp and the smelly pig head. HAHA! was saying that at that time when they threw the pig's head on the floor, Dr Tan's eyelid would be twitching very badly. Lol! talked about many lame stuff like the yin and yang in YM is so NOT equal (HAHA! Emily! your inference was being heard though you're not there) and also next year's campsite(shocking!shhh.)before getting back to the topic.
Ended the meeting with a time of prayer, joined hands and prayed for our siblings beside.
Hearing the buzzing of everyone's open prayer for each and every one of us felt really comforting. That through it all, God has been with us and that we can always lean on each other and of course on our Father in Heaven for help.

Excited for tomorrow's 'outing'!! Can't wait!
Really hope Shermaine and Emily would be able to make it!! xD

KEEP THE FLAME BURNING! NOT JUST DURING THE CAMP WHEN WE'RE ALL RAHRAH, BUT ALSO IN YM AS WELL!! YAY!

2007-12-11T03:40:00.000-08:00

W.A.Y. CAMP was THE ULTIMATE FUNFUNFUN!! I miss it sooo MUCH!
MY BELOVED GROUP emo ELMO!! hahas

ELMO will win the war xD YMMs:Terri; Jestyn BESTEST LEADER EVER: Dionne MATES: Deon; Jeferson; Bryan; Blossom; Olivia; Ivan; Wayne; Anston

Day1!
Whoami? We're all special and unique as an individual!

Went to church like so super early 6.45am for a camp comm prayer session but in the end was still late for it. LOL!
Separated into our groups and boarded the bus to the West ACS(I)!
Started the day off with IceBreaker games, getting to know each other.
Pingpong ball game.

BangBangBang! ; 007 ; Seven up! ; Six up! {LOL!-.-} ; Animal Concentration and many more. I'm super super lucky not to have any forfeits BECOS.. the forfeit is super super embarrassing. 'Dancing and Indian Dance choreographed by Ben' which is so not Good. and guess what?! EMILY kena! HAHA! her forfeit alone was enough to make everyone laugh can! hahasxD she was super scared of her partner lah!

In this camp, each group was given an egg each to protect.not flags anymore.
And there it is below, Deon hugging our beautiful hand-made ELMO with the eggy inside it!

After everyone settled down, it was time for STATION GAMES!
There were:
Dog-and-Bone{had to do specific actions before chionging}

two-man Hop-scotch{super challenging}

Me and Blossy!

Dodge ball{VIOLENCE ar!}
-no pic-
Hula-Hoop Game{teamworkteamwork! we won!!}
-no pic-
LaoYingZhuoXiaoJi{VIOLENCE AGAIN! it was like in a roller coaster but standing instead! WHEW!}
-no pic-

worship team practiced super hard when all of us were sleeping.. THANKS!

Day2!
Whocanibecome? God loves us and has a wonderful plan for each one of us!

Did the 'lao ah pek exercises' early in the morning with Abner in-charge.hahas
Worship,Quiet Time.
Then came the DIRTY GAMES!!!
Tomato Captains Ball {Captains Ball using Tomato instead of a ball}
Pasting newspaper mache(starchcumnewspaper) on someone. EWWW. Thanks Wayne for sacrificing! really.
Chair chain {TEAMWORK!}
Oily Balloons Captains Ball
Passing Shaving Cream via Cheeks. {BLEAHbutFUN}
Action game
Water Bomb

The Night is still young!! and we had this skit with our Elmo Mascot Deon! He's super CUTE! we made this "tickle me" button and Deon really shakes and vibrates!! HAHA!

Took photos at night in the dorm

Day3!
Whocanido? BELIEVE!

Emily missed out all the fun at night.
Amazing Race in Spore(You are what you eat)
yupp. and we toured around the MRT lines to find food for our lunch.
just go to Blossy's blog to see how we linked our food. LOL! too lazy to type}
There were some obstacles of course!

Then back to the campsite for planning of skit and also BBQ!
GUESS WHO WON THE SKIT??!!
ELMO!!!!! YAYNESS! we put in a lot of effort lor! and it was super duper embarrassing can. The girls had the role of Nerds, ChioBus, Emo.
learnt some Emo phrases! ahahsxD
"the world is unfair, if its fair, why do roses have thorns?" {My line}
"Black is the colour of my heart, i bleed to know that im alive" {Blossy's line}
"at the lowest point of my life, i find pleasure at the tip of my knife" {Olivia's line}
"i love the rain because it covers my tears" {Dionne's line}
"Black is the new white" {Bryan's line:the noob one. HAHA!}
SUPER EMO RIGHT??!!

But it was time for the YMM's skit. which was superuber SCARY/FREAKY.
IT WAS persecution camp.
Suddenly there were two males from TMC coming to our reflection corners and they started hitting and slapping Abner.Taking away both Abner and Noelle later, leaving the whole cohort of sec 3s alone not knowing what's going on.
Then Wilson came for us and hurried us off to the dark hall where Ben told us that we were in persecution camp then handed a Bible to Olivia and told us not to give it to anyone. Uncle Alfie and another guy suddenly appeared out of nowhere and shouted at us. SUPER SCARY! telling the girls to face the wall and the boys to put their shirt over their head. AR...
later on, Eugene led us to the girls dorm where it was like totally changed! dark with curtains and all. Andy and Richard i think came barging through the door and again shouted at the girls to face the wall, blindfolded us and tied our hands super tight.and the boys were like lying on their stomachs, blindfolded, hands tied and all.
we were next told that they killed the speaker Dr Tan and had his head in the pail which was SUPER STINKY! but it was actually a pigs' head. -.-
We were met with the younger ones up at highest floor later and then we had a great time of reflection and worship. Everyone cried their heart out to the Lord and rededicated our lives to Him.

Headed Home the next day!
i really enjoyed this camp a lot!! and i miss it and ELMO too!!!!

2007-12-05T01:34:00.000-08:00

IT'S TOMORROW!!
MIXED EMOTIONS FILL ME UP THO.

2007-12-04T07:49:00.000-08:00

W.A.Y. CAMP in just a day more!!!!!!!!!

6-9Dec'07

2007-11-28T05:14:00.001-08:00

28November
Thank you e Qlic VI for being there for me! I Love Ya!

at Toys' R Us. :)

a shy BIRTHDAY GIRL!

e Qlic VI!! <33

Shu wen and Moi at Vivo!

Clique outing:
happy belated birthday wan lin! went there earlier to studae physics.... celebrated bday at vivo highest floor (shallow swimming pool) lunched at long johns silver played zhong ji mi ma cos shu wen cannot finish food roamed around in the arcade headed to the pet shop. super scary. all the dogs walking around. so sorry to make the outing a not so enjoyable one because i kept feeling sick after the pets shop sick, vomitted. shopped for clique outfit but to no avail. all the clothes sold there were too matured for us. ahhas vomitted again in the mrt tunnel. super embarrassing. urgh

29November
Baked chocolate chip cookies at Wan Lin's house. :) though a little hard. hahas. but they are really addictive! and looks really good too! hahas

FLOUR :)

Me weighing the BUTTER!

Emily getting her hands dirty by mixing the ingredients.LOL

Soft Dough xD

Busy at work..

Soft dough with CHOCO CHIPS!

Our First batch of 'Famous Amos' cookies.LOL

Of course, there were failures too right? hahasxD
on the right are our 'chao ta batch cookies'
on the left are the delicious yummy yum first batch of cookies. hahas

while waiting for the cookies to be ready, emily insisted on taking a emo pic of her.
i dun think its emo, rather, SCARY! HAHAS

Don't they just look SOOOOOO DELICIOUS??! hahas

yay! the three bakers!

30November
went to Serangoon Gardens with my grandma to rehearse for carolling the next night. something surprising happened and unexpectedly, we totally have the same views man! hahasxD yea

1st December
Camp comm retreat was GREAT! first half of the session, sang praises to the Lord, played some games which were totally confusing. and i got confused twice! thus leading to 2 forfeits! haha. but it's a really fun game. :) then watched a movie "Facing the Giants" it is super super touching. urgh. it's a Christian movie and i think many have seen it before already. do you know that God mentioned the phrase "Do not fear." 365 times in the BIBLE? isn't it amazing? also, the movie kept emphasising this phrase "Win or lose, we'll praise the Lord!" and i think this applies to our everyday lives too. our school competitions and all. Lunch was CHICKEN RICE. lol! didn't have that for quite some time already. YUM. the next half of the session was a praypraypray for the upcoming camp thingy. as the committee would need to grow strong spiritually for the last few days of preparation of the WAY camp. prayed in groups then had the Korean way of praying whereby everyone would just voice out their prayers at the same time, standing in a circle according to a theme given.

stayed back in church after that for some carolling rehearsals just before the real one on the stage at Serangoon Gardens. Dinner was FILLING!! the styrofoam box was filled up to the brim with ingredients and mostly rice!! FULL FULL! the carolling was great. but there was a sudden blackout when the senior citizens of TMC were doing their part in carolling. however, they managed it well! GREAT JOB! yay! go ah ma!
you made me lose my hope in you once again.

2007-11-25T03:06:00.000-08:00

:D Don't worry!

2007-11-24T03:11:00.000-08:00

24th November {PRE CAMP EVENT!}
The Pre camp event today was more like a YM thingy. ahhas. BB boys pang seh us.
Anyway, Had fun during Pre Camp Event today!
Thank God for the fine weather, the trees which acted as shades(but emily kept bullying one. LOL! if she continued playing volleyball there, very soon the bark of that tree would be super slim. HAHAS!), people who came for this event.
Yesterday i was still contemplating whether or not should i go.
But i was thinking, hmm.. shouldn't just leave emily alone bah. very ke lian.
Yep, so i went. =D
started coughing and coughing super badly. totally no, zero, energy at all.
I was feeling super sick and weak at the start.
[sad, Isobel and Wan lin couldn't join us lah.]
Waited for everyone to arrive and then we headed off to ECP! =D
Prayer!
then Free-and-Easy.
[played Volleyball. hahas. Jill and her 'chao-volleyball']
then Lunchtime.
then 'group bonding game'? ping pong ball game! hahasxD pity Tiffany for that game though.
Prayer!
then Free-and-Easy again! hahasxD
yep.
Picspics!

Tiff and me holding our breaths in ECP toilet!

guess which is my foot? :D

23rd November
SICK :(

22nd November {Recce-ing and Carolling}
Piano-ed in the morning :)
Then Emily and i had to recce East Coast Park for the Pre Camp event which happened today.
Carolled at Xinnie's house at night. and played some card games for breaktime. hahasxD
Emily's the SNAP QUEEN lah! she's super fast! next up was Xinnie.
woah! just look at both of them playing the Snap Game, your eye balls would be rolling like madness!
They're reactions are super fast! Not even mili-second and already they're hands are slapped onto the pile of cards. hahasxD

21st November {a not-so Clique outing}

Sad Shu wen could not make it for the outing. JIA YOU kk?!
planned to go Pasir Ris Park. but the weather don't look too good.
So went to White Sands Shopping Mall instead.
nothing much there. so went to Suntec City.
Ate at Pizza Hut, watched the movie: Bratz, arcade-ed.
my clique is like a fan of Pizza Hut or sth.
Always eat at Pizza Hut. LOL!
Bratz is a NICE SHOW! it's all about friendship, the clique. yea.
it's super touching too. but i don't know why im the only one who cried. hahas
some more is three timeS??!! LOL!
but it's really very saddening when they had to break up all because of Meredith. yea.
At the arcade, Blossy and Emily were like playing the shooting game. and Wan lin and Isobel were like making Emily jin-zhang by screaming out loud. and their screaming is really SCREAMING! it's super loud can. hahas
everybody were like looking at us. super attention-seeking.
Headed back home after that.
Can't wait for the next Clique outing next wed! hahasxD

Thanks all for the concern! xD really appreciate them!

2007-11-19T06:23:00.000-08:00

17th November
-went to Ann's house to do some publicity things. she is super funny lah! early in the morning keep calling her friends and asking for breakfast! HAHA! yea.
-after that, we wanted to visit Isobel but she was not at home. :( so sad lah!
-then met my mother to have lunch at HLM
-haha! the funny thing is we met Isobel and Wan lin at there!
-Isobel bought two shirts from Baleno but plastic bag has the brand Samuel and Kevin! hahasxD so contradicting. oh well, she said that the two shops were joined or sth. yea.

18th November
-kena 'scolded' by Tony early in the morning lah. aiyo.
-YM:Blossy came again! but there's like very little people. guess they've all gone for a holiday. everytime like that one! hahas during the month of November/December ,it's super ulu.
{Compassion is not passion; the Gospel is not a Gospel unless it's shared(copied from Blossy)}
-something scary happened during YM lah! we were in our small groups when suddenly 'tiack' tiack tiack' 'crack crack crack' the tiles on the floor sort of 'cracked'! super scary! and they were like behind me only??!! everybody like 'ARing' away. my goodness lah. it's like an earthquake like that. heard from Timothy that almost all the rooms in the church have this kind of situation. aiyo. so scary!!! scary!!! but Thank God the floor didn't collapse.
-LUnched at Grandma's place
-then i finally managed to see how AMK Hub looks like! hahas. it's like just small shops and a really huge supermarket in the basement.
-had yoghurt at AMK Hub cos itchy mouth. LOL! super sour!!

19th November
-collected my new specs!! (still trying to adjust to it) YAY!
-Amath tuition...
God hears our prayers!!! REALLY!
im glad you are fine! xD
why didn't you come?

2007-11-14T02:43:00.000-08:00

13th Nov
-went out with Blossy and Pamela in the afternoon. =D
-had Dinner with my maternal grandparents at Pasir Ris.
-Dinner: Curry fish head, char kway teow, sambal kang kong, tofu chicken, pork ribs. :D yum! LOL!

14th Nov
-Clique outing postponed:( but ohwell. i think it's a blessing in disguise cos it rained in the morning. so.. went out with my mummy instead.
-First stop, breakfast at Ya Kun Kaya! YUM!
-Then, i went to the TPY library to study while she headed for her facial. =p It's super scary studying alone with strangers beside lah!!
-Next stop was Ichiban Sushi! hahas. shared a meal with my mother and some side dishes.
-Last stop! Made new specs in the afternoon at HLM. would only be ready the next week!
=D

2007-11-12T07:20:00.000-08:00

I THANK GOD for bringing you into my life :)
Cos you brought me back to YM.
Allowing me to have a new circle of friends!! xD
same to you too!! XD

2007-11-12T06:49:00.000-08:00

12th November :)
hahaha i just realised that all the while, i've been using windows vista!!
actually i planned to study today. but obviously i didn't managed to. hahas
Lunch was at Clarke Quay. Coffee Club.
the food and drinks there are nice lah.
except for the Wasabi prawn salad. hahas
First up was Pumpkin Soup. (YUM! had it before in FRIENDS) Yea. tastes totally the same
Next was the Wasabi Prawn Salad, which i didn't quite like the taste of the herbs inside the dish. and the prawns look super 'fresh' the colour's like raw or sth.
Then, the main course which is Dory. it was kinda special.. two breaded Dory stacked nicely on top of potatoes and luncheon meat. YUM!
and i was super super full after that! my Strawberry milkshake was super sweet! hahasxD
after that, walked around Clarke Quay and i came across this unique restaurant called 'Clinic'. Tell you, it's SUPER COOL!! the chairs are like golden wheelchairs and the lights there are like the lights in the operation room!!
Then.. rushed through my tuition hw and it was tuition time.
Emily and Wan lin bullied me during tuition lah!!!! urgh!!
they always in cahoots one! not fun. think i very fun to be bullied isit??!! haiyo.
=Dsweet?not.

2007-11-11T06:31:00.001-08:00

BLOSSY CAME!

today's service and ym was fine! lol

the skit is super funny!! xD

HAHAHAHA

Emily and moi!! in church!xD

6 JOY GATHERING PICS (9/11)!

BUS RIDE THERE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOTTE!!XD

it was like some playschool. when it was 9pm, everybody chiong and sat down on the floor to watch the local chinese drama show. see how supportive 6 JOY is??!! hahasxD

Zak's cosy living room. sry we messed it up! hahasxD

MY MOTHER'S BIRTHDAY (10/11) :)

COUSINS!! isaiah is super super super super (x infinity) CUTE!!! he can really warm people's hearts!!

im super excited for 14 Nov! but i heard sth's going really wrong.:( i hope it will be ok.

seriously! manymanythingshappened!:)

2007-11-09T08:01:00.000-08:00

6 JOY'04 GATHERING TODAY!!!!!!!

ar!!! i just miss my joyous 6 JOY!!! xD

had GREAT fun today!! it's like the feeling of gathering together again after like approx 3 years of separation is super nice and warm!! ooooo.. i just love it man! must remember this day deep down in my heart!

hmmm.. let's see. what did we do!

Zak's house was like a fish market. totally! super noisy and all! u can't talk there, you have to SHOUT! HAHAHASxD

had pizzas,coke and cake!! NICE YUMMY! once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE!!! :D

now, is HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! XD oh ya. AND WAN LIN TOO!! XD

whew. the month of November is like sooooo many birthdays.

okay, back to topic. yupp. let's see...

oh ya. is like super cosy feeling there, cos it's a flat and everyone's all sitting on the floor talking and yakking away about our lives, how we've changed and been and all. i think Mich is super pretty now!! and Lotte changed a lot a lot! she's super tall lah! and fair!! hahasxD fairer than me!!! Ting's the same :) lol! and those few people keep bullying her.hahas.Shu wen has long hair now. they are all super super smart in their own schools.mygoshlah.

ohoh. and we super support local tv show man. when it's like 9 o clock, everyone just gathered around the tv and watched the local channel 8 show. the son-in-law one. seriously,i just LOVE that feeling!!! =D

if i didn't go for this outing, i would be super regretful!!!!!!!

oh and there was once, when we tried reading the chinese subtitles for Zak. lol! we took turns but once we start reading the first three chinese words shown on the screen, bam it disappeared and out comes a whole new line of chinese characters! LOL! i think this is super funny! goes to show that PL girls are totally ENGLISHY. hahas! a little bit of CHinese, and it would be headache man! LOL!

having a problem with the pics i took. another day perhaps.

and now i know where my nick came from. :D

2007-11-08T06:54:00.001-08:00

LOL! k.. i think i a bit late lah. cos i just watched high school musical 2 at my grandma's place. and i think these two songs are super nice!!

ALL FOR 1 AND 1 FOR ALL!!! :D

SO EXCITED FOR TOMORROW!!!! XD

haiz..i don't know!!

2007-11-07T00:35:00.000-08:00

HECTIC PAST WEEK: here goes...

31st Oct:
-during geo, started to feel kinda sick.
-totally not 'high' during the first day of the Peer Lite camp ~bleah~

1st Nov:
-officially sick. with fever and red eyes
-didn't go for both lessons and camp. :(
-heard that this day's games and activities were super fun. sad i wasn't there.
-Thank you all (Blossy, Wan lin, Shu wen,Emily, moi lab partner!!etc.)for showing care and concern to me. I'm really touched and i appreciate it lots!!

2nd Nov:
-went back to school...
-lessons were pretty boring but i totally couldn't catch up with Amaths!
-camp was okay i guess. welfare comm very poor thing. :(
-had fun being 'naughty kids'. secondary 2 peer lites had to learn how to control us naughty kids.
-church meeting
-end day result: a super exhausted me. but still had to go online to discuss for the last day of peer lite camp

3rd Nov:
-7.15am to 10pm. i repeat PM. i was in school the whole time!! can you imagine??!!
- P6 Open House was the worst performance i ever played in. so sad :(
-hurried off after that for the camp.
-and now, at the start of the camp, it was games and singspirations comm to get a scolding for not bonding the everybody in the camp through the games. haiz..
-annoyed the secondary 2s during lessons again
-ran off to kovan to get our dinner and this activity brought back fond memories when i was in the group "Roti Prata" last year during the Peer Lite camp. but i was a junior then. Now? a trainer!! time really flies!!
-did skits and all for the finale and Miss Ting was our invited guest.
-seniors acted as care bears for the skit and also showed a video for Miss Ting.
-Anyway, miss my Group 5! "Play laughing sound" '5 in the air let's do it together!!'
SHARON, MELODY, XIANG YING, STEPHANIE,SAMANTHA, ALICIA, HEATHER, DEBORAH, VIVIENNE!!!!
thanks GLENDA, SIVVY, IRINA for your help in mentoring them too!! xD

4th Nov:
- sry! didn't go for prayer meeting cos both emily and i overslept. LOLs!
- Jumble sale was great! managed to sell off all the sand art that we bought. :D
- Lots of things happened. all i wanna say is.. those kids are soooooooo cute!! right, tiffany and emily? =D
-late for service though.
-night was my cousin Sara's birthday!!

Vietnam style food! something unique!!

Birthday girl eyeing at the choco fondue!!yum

my 'zuo pin':D
drooling now? LOL

haha! isaiah going 'marketing'

SO CUTE!

=D

COUSINS AND I!!

5th Nov:
-found out that i have soo much homework that i haven't touched and the teachers are still pressurising us to start studying for Os!! URGH!
-It's the hols lah! can't u let us rest??!!

6th NOv:
-stayed home to finish up all relevant homework due the next day.
-Physics tuition..Mr Ong treated us to almond chocolates! YUM!

7th Nov:
-was in school from 8am to 4.30pm.
-here blogging now.
-maybe going IKEA later?hahasxD

so excited for 6 Joy outing and 14 NOV!!
contentwfriends

2007-11-06T06:45:00.001-08:00

tHIS email is SO TOUCHING!!SO TOUCHING!!

When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.'

Shejumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operatingroom.
She said: 'How is my little boy ?
Is he going to be all right ?
When can I see him ?'
The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'
Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer ?
Doesn't God care any more ?
Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?'
Thesurgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son ?
One ofthe nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to theuniversity.'
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while shesaid good bye to son.
She ran her fingers lovingly through hi s thickred curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair ?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes.
The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.
Themother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the Universityfor Study.
He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first,
but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die.
Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.'
She went on,'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else.
Alwayswanting to help others if he could.'
Sally walked out ofChildren's Mercy Hospital for the last time,
after spending m ost ofthe last six months there.
She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings onthe seat beside her in the car.
Thedrive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house.
She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock ofhis hair to her son's room. She started placing the model carsand other personal things back in his room exactly where he had alwayskept them.
She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow,
criedherself to sleep. It was around midnight wh en Sally awoke.
Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter.

The letter said :'DearMom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will everforget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You'. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we willsee each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy soyou won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room andold stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, sheprobably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buyher dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking aboutme. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon asI got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time tosee everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And,you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when Isaw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! Andguess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like Iwas somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to writeyou a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knewthat wasn't al lowed. Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me somepaper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I thinkGabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter offto you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questionsyou asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' 'God said He was inthe same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He wasright there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way,Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone elsethis is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to giveGod His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Bookof Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'msure the food will be great. Oh, I almost forgot to tell you.I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because Icouldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurtso much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me.The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

oh wells. what's done, done.
HMPH...
will blog proper tomorrow.

2007-10-28T02:43:00.001-07:00

28th October

BRIAN IS SOOO CUTE!!!!!! i just squished him today!! hahasxD so chubby!!LOL

Had a prayer meeting and i always get bullied one! :(

LOL! Ym was totally for publiscing the WAY camp. drew shirt designs and also did a skit for the whole YM.

Next week, there's this jumblesale to raise funds for the camp. My group's in charge of sand art! and taking care of children! so cool right? children are sooo cute lor! just like Brian and Isaiah!! xD they make me smile!

"A blessing is a gift from God. Cherish and Thank God for it!"

This email sent to me really made me ponder.. READ IT!

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. 'Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!'
'What are you going to do with them?' Jesus asked.
Satan replied, 'Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!'
'And what will you do when you get done with them?' Jesus asked. 'Oh, I'll kill 'em,' Satan glared proudly. 'How much do you want for them?' Jesus asked
'Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!'
'How much?' He asked again.
Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, 'All your blood, tears and your life.'
Jesus said, 'DONE!'
Then He paid the price.

I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, And jumped up off my knees. My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease. All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.
No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said
'Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down...
But never found the time'

Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie?
Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?
Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?
Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?
Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e- mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?
Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?
:D

2007-10-27T03:24:00.000-07:00

>>Thanks Emily! LOL

25th October
-Math lesson.. super sleepy
-Archery:competition. For the first round, each group had four balloons on the board and the first group to burst all the four balloons would win. 6 of us tried to shoot and we bull’s eye! We burst all four at one go! Yea! I was super happy lah. I kept jumping hahas! My group was the first!! Woots! But then for the second round, which consisted only the top three groups, there were no more balloons but point system now. Hahas. For this competition, my group won the first from the back!!!!! HHAHAH!Yea. anyway, it’s just a friendly match lah. Four of us who shot the balloons for the first competition got a prize and it was a real arrow. But there was only ONE! Hahas so just gave it to CHarmaine. Yupp.
-Modular: fine I guess. Was the most senior in my group lah! Hahas all sec2s and sec1s only. LOL! Felt quite foreign there, but they were very high and funny! Hahas.
Came back home and slept. HHAS!

26th October
-Clean clean clean classrooms day.
-Helped to clean Miss Poon’s 4A3 class.
-After that was the return of report books.. my marks worsen man. Oh well. But I just give thanks to God cos I know I tried my best and I will work even harder now. Olevels coming! Scary..
-All the best for those who are going to take the Chinese Olevels on Wed! xD (especially to my clique!!)
-Then there was this police talk(every last day of the term sure have one lols).
-principal talk about the click 5 thingy
-Videoed senior peer lites at the Maplewood park. (Thanks blossy for editing. Very nice!!)
-Harped like madness after that.
-Meeting in church. Gosh.im acting?! Ar!
Super tired..
But I guess it’s all worth it? AR

27th October
-small group at Jill’s house J
-had a fruitful session of learning how to pray using the help of the Bible, a Living Word(ACTS). =D
-lunched at IKEA, walked around GIANT after that.
-HOME SWEET HOME

2007-10-24T08:35:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAS! BLOSSY, U GOT YOUR WISH? lol!

2007-10-24T07:25:00.000-07:00

got a new song!!
really enjoyed it during Christmas service today.

Verse 1
I see the king of glory
Coming down the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes,
the whole earth shakes
I see his love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing,
the people sing

Chorus
Hosanna, hosanna
Hosanna in the highest

Verse 2
I see a generation
Rising up to take the place
With selfless faith,
with selfless faith
I see a new revival
Staring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees, we're on our knees

Bridge
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart for what is yours
Everything I am for your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

Hosanna

2007-10-23T07:12:00.000-07:00

23rd October
-celebrated Elizabeth's birthday today.
-creamed her face (not me of course hahas. i very guai one! jk.)

woah woah violent! hahas

birthday girl and leftover cake. LOL

blossy and I!

then,there was this extra person. LOL just kidding. hhaas

YAY!

-had a "Time management and study skills" workshop today
-it was quite okay i guess. except for some parts, i seriously felt like sleeping. hahas
"Man is not the creature of circumstances; Circumstance are the creatures of men."
Don't procrastinate!
SWOT: Study WithOut Tears
-stayed back for Modular workshop "Event Planning".
-and apparently, also learnt SWOT here. but with a different meaning totally. more chim one
SWOT: Strengths, Weakness, Opportunities, Threats.
"If you fail to Plan, you Plan to fail."
-then proceeded for harp practice.
woah. super tired today. luckily got no tuition. otherwise i'll be like....

LOL! drew all these during the time management workshop.
was super bored!
but Krystal's drawings on Blossy's box were obviously so much nicer than mine! hahas

24th October
-Chinese lessons
-Christmas service
-Chinese lessons again. LOL
-won a silver trophy for the volleyball match(league 2)! hahas
another addition to my trophies! yay! lol
but the league1's trophy nicer! the ball can turn one! hahas

took these pics during breaktime.

k.. this pic looks quite pervatic.blossy's wet hand on wan lin's back. hahas

reflections of shu wen and i..

Ms wanlin and Ms blossy having an affair?(wanlin! don't so shy lah! hahas)

in the toilet.(camera a bit wai)hahas

2007-10-22T03:58:00.000-07:00

22nd October
hmmm..what should i post abt?
physics and chemistry were fine i guess! LOL
hahas*grins*
yea. then went for some harp meeting..
sad cannot join wan lin and emily go out.
ahhas but found out that they didn't go because of me and i am feeling so honoured lah! hahas
no lah. sad actually cos i cannot go out with them and caused them not being able to go out. :(
Bryna super funny lah! just looking at her squeeze all her books into her small locker. LOL!
she's super violent! hahasxD
oh yea. and school gave us this cute little 'school badge' magnet. hahasxD
yep. went jogging at around 5pm!!! lols
jogged a total of 6 rounds. hahas
i know it's nothing compared to isobel lah! lol! she and her 13 rounds lah! i will never be able to beat that record. hahas!
oh well. bb :)
that's it.

2007-10-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

20th October
-HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISAIAH!! XD
-his way of saying sorry is to hug you and pet you on the back! so cute!!

Birthday boy!

AR! so cute! just feel like squishing him! hahas

Family portrait! and my aunt's expecting!

21st October
went to church today.
sad. Tiffany's sick. must take care okay??!! xD
YM. [jESUS IS 1 whereas everyone is a zero. however, we are still valuable even as a zero. with Jesus in front and the rest of us behind following Him, then it would be 100000000000000........................ isn't it great?!]
SERVICE. [God's love and warnings give us reason to fear -1Thes2:1- -Amos 3:1-8-]
LUNCHED.
then went back to church for some publicity workstuff. woah super tiring man!
the worship boys came to help but instead bully us one lor. emily and i kena bullied :( think we outnumbered ar. so what?!
we are efficient okay??!! hahas
just kidding lah.
bet they are equally tired. oh well.
THANKS yea!! :)
one thing is finally done. YEA! but many more to go! haiz.
after that, went to pasir ris for my grandpa's birthday dinner.
lol! attended a lot of birthdays this month.
something...pulling and pushing.

2007-10-20T01:34:00.000-07:00

Never let the brain idle.
"An idle mind is the devil's workshop."

Mummy and I in the dark theatre. LOL

Saturday (20th october)
Went to church at around 8.45am for MWS flag day!
Destination was Chinatown. LOL! and we even saw a few people there with the same purpose.
Energetic and all at first but soon, after all the rejections we all grew tired.
Headed back to Serangoon. thanks SGF!

Later joined my mother at Bishan for lunch.
Then decided to catch a movie "Balls of fury".
Heard from Blossy and Krystal that it was a really funny show.
And truly it was. I guess it is a CRAZY show! LOL!
All those table tennis matches look incredible! Their skills were too good to be true! HAHAHSXD
Anyway, before that, i saw Wan Lin, Shu wen and another girl. HahasxD
yupp.

oh well. later celebrating my baby cousin's birthday!! =D
Haiz.sigh.

2007-10-19T07:53:00.000-07:00

What a letdown!
How could you cheat my feelings?
i actually believed and cared! Haiz..

Thursday (18 October)
Three sex talks for the whole day and it would be the last enrichment for us, sec 3s.
Study study study for O's next.

Really don't wanna go back to school during the holidays!Sigh.
School is just like a nightmare, hoping to wake up from it one day but it would never happen i guess. Face reality Christabel! you are lucky to have a school to study in! Hai.

oh ya. where were we?
The sex talks in school yea?
Guess they were okay.. LOL!
Taught us about STDs, AIDS, HIV, STIs, Lesbianism and how to use the condom, blah blah blah.
There were also these scenarios whereby each group would be given one and would have to act them out.
Guess what! Due to our slow reaction, Robyn and i were saboed to act it out.
i was supposed to be Robyn's girlfriend!! LOL!
Super funny lah! those words which we had to say... hmmm.. LOL
Can't believe i actually did it!
Hahas!!

eh. Emily the strange!! "Found your partner man! Tiffany also called Isobel, Christabel! Hahas "

Modular learnt about self-leadership.
As leaders, we must be followers at times and also lend a listening ear to others around us.
oh gosh. i got myself caught in this mess. but not now. in the future perhaps.

Friday (19th October)
Woah. took lots and lots of photos today! hahas
slacked as it was debate day :) then went for harp cca after that.

PICTURES DURING HARP:

Harp 1 buddy! (Bryna) :)

'My' harp :)

SO CUTE right? we gave this little cow to miss loh! HAHAS

Gwen and I with Cow flying in e air! LOL

Woah woah. violent man. chill!

PICTURES DURING DEBATE :

My class on the left and our opponent on the right.

Olivia and Blossy!

Drum set in the hall!! cool!

The School's 'Garden?'

Primary school!! Fond memories awaits..

IN THE CLASSROOM :

Brainstorming in process

Blossom's drawing! so cute!

Product of brainstorming. :)

PICTURES IN THE CANTEEN :

Reflection on Piano

Ice blended!!